i want to kill myself :)

smlm kne pegy bilik disiplin . cegu tnye *klaw name awak lagi yg ade pade saye , ape awak na buad ?* aku jawab lha , *klaw mcm tu , saye na bunoh diri lha cegu bole ta ?* cegu jawab *bgos lha , ta de lha nyusahkan saye untuk demerit n mara awak lagi .* haha ! ape lha cegu nie .
pagi nie , aku bace blog someone nie . perghh ! sba je lha . aku bukan ade relation ape2 agy dgn FAHMY an . so , bia lha die . then , aku chat dgn sowg mamat nie . die ckp lha everything yg die tao . aku sdey sanad2 ! smpy aty . aku rse betol2 na bunoh diri . bab kate cegu *ta nyusahkan* emmm , aku pon ta tao lha ape na buad agy . sdey gilaa lha . malam tadi sy tnye awak , *awak sayang saye ta ?* awak jwb , *saye sayang awak sbgi KAWAN* awak tao ta betape hancor nye aty sy ? emm , fine lha . sy paham sanad2 . okay lha . suke aty awak lha na anggap sy ape , sy da malas na pker agy wak . sy just harap awak sdar yg sy betol2 sayang n cinte kan awak .


u are one in a million . u are who i want to kiss . u the want i wanna marry . 
i have no others . i only have u . 
if i die before u , i just want u to know that 
iloveyou , imissyou , ineedyou , iwantyou and justyou :')
hope u will be happier without me .
thanks foe everything that makes me sad and happy .